joanna wallace

okay i think im in love with edie sedgwick.
they're supposed to be making a movie about her soon.
thank god.

i love everything thats beautiful and dramatic and ends badly...just like edie. she was so beautiful and tortured in a way. also i assume that i will go insane in my old age so i guess we can relate. well thats all there is to say about that.

i watched that hbo movie tonight "a girl in the cafe"...or "the girl in a cafe" whichever. it was so much more than what i thought. it was about so much more than i thought. very good though. i enjoy movies like that. very real, very honest, very dull almost. things that are dressed up with special effects and dramatic plotlines and happy endings dont sit well with me. i like seeing things that are mere reflections of reality. its not as if reality is boring. im thinking of some of my favorite movies right now like whale rider, office space, hero...these are all entertaining, moving, sensitive movies that convey truth. its not necessary to decorate life with fantasy, im sure its nice, but it just makes things crowded.

i just bought some cocoa spice tea and im going to make some right this minute. yum.


girl: "i'll never let you down"
boy: "i will"
girl: "i don't care as long as you're mine"