good god.

when i look at that man right there
i wanna go home
put on an apron
and fry up some eggs.

thats the quote of the year.

okay so i have two finals tomorrow, two big ones. have i even begun to study for either? absolutely not. whats worse is that i told one of my friends that we would go over our notes together and i was supposed to read half of the readings. have i? absolutely not. also, uncle mark just called me and he wants to go to dinner later. and its not like i could say no. and its not like i wanted to say yes..or no. i'm listening to a cd that reminds me of here last year. sondre lerche/radiohead. bianca and i are driving home after an amazing show at irving plaza and its pouring rain. she turns to me and goes wow isn't it funny how this is perfect night music. it is. this summer is going to be intense soul searching. i mean INTENSE. im going to watch the sun rise every morning, just in case that means something. i plan on taking long reflective walks. i'm going to get back into my meditation cycle. and i think i'm going to stay clean. no drugs, no alcohol, no smoking drinking popping anything. my brain deserves a fair chance at redemption.



and the first one now
will later be last
for the times they are a-changin'