triple sec and cranberry juice cocktail.

so today was pretty depressing.
i got about 10 paper cuts and yelled at on the phone by a stranger.
not to mention i suck at life.

okay it feels like high school all over again. me going to the most boring job ever, coming home and falling asleep with the tv on, listening to music on my laptop, getting yelled at for my "disgusting" room and then staying up late talking about how everything is so damn lame. i really thought that i had left all of this behind. but i guess thats what happens when you come home. i may have changed, but this place never will. and guess what? its stronger than i ever will be.

haha okay i just woke up to find that i never finished writing let alone published it. its 8:30 and i have to be to work in exactly a half hour. i hope i'm late. so yea staying up until 3 was a really bad idea because...it just was okay. today after a long day at work i'm going to drive into the city and walk around like i still live there. something to look forward to eh?

pools of sorrow
waves of joy
are drifting through my open mind
posessing and caressing me.