follow me down to the rose parade.

i just wrote
the most beautiful
honestly mind fucking entry
that i think i may have ever written
and then i clicked out of it
and it is gone forever
and i am literally shedding a tear in its honor.


i cant even begin to explain.

it ended this way though...

every day i want to be more and more like myself
to look more and more like myself
to speak more and more like myself
and most importantly to feel more and more like myself.


because whatever moment you are in, is so much more than anything that used to stand in your way. no matter what happens.
--i wrote that a while ago. and it sounds exactly like me.