boys don't cry

i dont know what to do with myself
my head has been spinning all day
and all i can see are his hands...

i love staring out of the big window opposite from my bed. the yellow lights and black trees are strangely comforting. i had an interesting weekend. i partied it up in the bronx..and im still not too sure how i feel about that. and last night i had an extremely amazing experience. two words, one concept....magic mike.
the thing about mike is, everything. haha i dont even know how to explain it. and i've been thinking about him all day long and i just cant stop. when you meet someone like him, you cant help but let them fill your entire mind. and he gave an entire new meaning to the cure. now i will never listen to that band without seeing his black glitter nail polish, smudged eyeliner and spiky hair. everything about him blew my mind. and one day when i write a book on my life, he gets an entire chapter.

i still can't even think. god i love this feeling.