strange and beautiful.

i am a fool.
who is really bad with money.
and friends.


i have reading to do for a couple of classes that i have today. i feel like im always over my head. and i am. so i listen to whiny british singers (aqualung) and eat my cereal with vanilla soy milk, drink my tea, take my vitamins, walk around in my underwear and pretend i dont have a care in the world. its not working.
sometimes i forget what my face looks like. thats pretty fucking odd. but i'll look in the mirror and get scared for the tiniest second, then i realize its just me.

okay reading time. pfft.