today i had my french final which was a disaster of sorts. not that i ACTUALLY care, but its just something that deserves to be noted.
hunt and i went to the swings again and we started off talking about the cafeteria being closed and the potent stench of weed in the surrounding air, and somehow we wound up immobile, feet firmly planted on the ground discussing life goals or lack thereof. while we were on the ground, i got to watch an old man enjoy himself while going down the slide and he reminded me of abuelo. i remember being by mayfield street in the cold with my grandfather thinking that swings and slides and bars were the greatest things that life had to offer me. maybe i was right. maybe that truth still stands. maybe im full of shit and really need to start working.
right.
i made some rice krispies today. i also bought some rainbow chips deluxe when all i truly wanted were chocolate oreos. i think they've stopped making those which would be a horrible crime against humanity. my walls are so bare now. i dont know what possessed me to rip down all of my pictures...the white is depressing and cold. i kept the pictures of my family up though as helpful reminders that im not the only one in danger should i chose to become a horrible failure in life. not like thats scary or anything. perhaps i'll look through my french magazine before i start to work. i love hearing myself speak french. even when i don't know what im saying...which is usually always, i love to hear the sounds coming out of my mouth. its terribly dramatic and sophisticated and sexy of me to speak in french for no reason at all.

ken and i are going out to eat soon. fantastic. what more could i want than a skinny japanese boy to take me out and let me laugh at his grammatical errors without being offended...seriously. days like this are magic in a way. i think i saw at least 7 fully programmed fully grown human beings eating ice cream for no reason other than the heat. it was ridiculously cute to see grown men with tiny ice cream cones and rainbow jimmies. im done babbling.

manchester united is in the finals. amen to that.