my life is brilliant. my love is pure.

say hello to james blunt


you're beautiful
you're beautiful
you're beautiful its true.

i saw your face in a crowded place. i just got back from my little boston excursion. one problem...i was one week too early. so instead of dragging myself back to new york city, i decided to take the ride up with my mom and my brother (he was going to check out northeastern anyways) and spend the weekend with my family. good call on my part. i got to hang out with my grandparents which is always a pleasure. bond with my new aunt. be a total fool with my brother. and see a little bit of boston.
sometimes its just nice to be around family...or as i like to call them blood.
i could go into my whole family speech...because like most things, i have one ready and waiting but im not going to. if you know anything about me, you know how much my family means to me and that they are who i am and who i can only dream of being one day. so theres that.
theres this fantastic song playing right now, and i don't know what it is..or who even made it. im thinking its daft punk. or possibly groove armada. its one of those songs that i hear maybe once every 6 months and just die everytime.

bat your eyes girl
be other worldly

i shoved my face with fish and chips while i was in boston and now i think i have a permanent stomache ache. sometimes...all you really need is some greasy food and some trashy television to make you feel good. but now im paying the price.

sometimes i have the most awful terrible thoughts. thoughts of horrible things happening to me and i really truly wish they would just...not. but i cant even control my own brain haha figures. i shouldve taken a nap a long time ago.
so long and fare thee well.